
.Elira
Elira Morettiâs day began, as always, in silence.
The manor still wore its dawn shadows when she padded across the marble corridor, sweater sleeves pulled over her cold fingers. She was twenty nowâtoo old to cry for her mother, too young to forget how it felt to be lovedâand the house seemed to know it, its echoing halls whispering keep working, little ghost with every footstep.
She reached the laundry room, arms laden with sheets, and the scent of lavender starch drifted upâone of the few gentlenesses she allowed herself. Folding cloth into perfect rectangles required no voice, no argument, and the rhythm helped her pretend each crease was a heartbeat she could control.
But memories are rude things. They barge in uninvited.
A flash of sea-salt wind.
Sunlight dancing on waves.
A childâs laughâher laughâcarried away by gulls.
Mama⊠PapaâŠ
She closed her eyes.
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On weekends her parents had become conspirators in joy. Matteo Morettiâher father, all warm hands and booming laughterâwould scoop her up and spin until the horizon blurred. Isabella Morettiâher mother, with eyes the same dark emerald as Eliraâsâwould chase them down the shoreline, pretending outrage while the tide nipped at their ankles. Elira could still feel her motherâs fingers lacing a tiny pink ribbon into her hair and hear her father teasing, âOur little mermaid, ready to charm the whole ocean?â
Later, back home, they would switch from sailors to chefs. The kitchen glowed honey-gold in the evening, pans sizzling like applause. Matteo wore a backwards baseball cap and wielded a wooden spoon as if it were a maestroâs baton. Isabella guided Eliraâs small hands over the doughââGentle, stellina. Bread rises better when itâs loved.â Somewhere between giggles and flour fights they created dinners that tasted like lullabies.
Those memories were photographs in her mindâsoft, frayed at the edges, yet stubbornly vibrant. She would have framed them if she could, hung them on the walls in place of the ornate oil portraits Luciana favoredâportraits that smelled of dust and vanity.
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By noon the manor had shed its hush. Staff hurried through service doors, and Lucianaâs voiceâiced champagne and poisonâechoed from the upstairs balcony as she spoke on the phone, likely selling another artifact that used to belong to Eliraâs father. Biancaâs laughter floated after, bright and brittle like broken crystal.
Elira kept to the kitchen. She diced vegetables, stirring them into a velvety soup, the color of autumn leaves after rain. A roast simmered in wine and herbs. Fresh rolls cooled on the counter. She seasoned, tasted, adjustedâServe perfection and you might survive the evening. Today Luciana expected guests; the slightest flaw could become an excuse for cruelty.
Still, the act of cooking soothed herâuntil the grandfather clock tolled six. Guests were delayed, Luciana announced, so dinner would be a family affair: Luciana, Bianca, and their disposable shadow.
Elira set the dining table: crystal goblets, antique silver, linen napkins folded into swans. Each place setting cloned the next, except for hersâplain china, no stemware. Sheâd learned to make herself invisible, an art she hadnât wanted but mastered anyway.
âFood,â Bianca drawled from the doorway, phone in hand. She wore a silk slip dress the color of spilled wine and the smirk of someone who believed the world gift-wrapped itself for her.
âYes, Bianca.â Elira lifted the tureen, carefulâalways careful.
But memory had left her eyes blurred. She misjudged the distance when Bianca thrust her hand out for a bread roll, and the ladle tipped. A ribbon of scalding soup splashed across Biancaâs wrist before Elira could gasp.
Time shattered.
âYou stupid bitch!â Bianca shrieked, the word cracking like a whip. The tureen crashed onto the table; porcelain broke.
âIâIâm sorryââ Eliraâs apology dissolved as Biancaâs palm met her cheek, the slap sharp enough to snap her head sideways.
Pain bloomed, metallic and hot. She didnât feel the second slap so much as hear itâLucianaâs rings leaving crescents of fire on her other cheek.
âWhat have you done to my daughter?â Luciana hissed, sweeping into the room like a winter storm in diamonds. âCanât even carry a bowl without ruining our evening?â
âIt was an accident, Iââ
Another slap. Elira tasted copper.
Bianca grabbed a fistful of her hairâthose soft, long strands her mother used to braidâand yanked. âI should burn your face the way you burned me!â
âEnough, Bianca,â Luciana said, but not in mercy. She reached for the pot of roastâgravy still bubblingâand upended it over Eliraâs shoulders. Hot liquid soaked her sweater, clung to her skin. She bit her lip to keep from screaming.
Luciana shoved her. Elira stumbled into the table, then crashed to the floor, knees barking against marble. A salt cellar toppled, grains scattering like white snow around her shaking form.
âWhy are you even on this earth?â Luciana spat. She didnât wait for an answer; neither did Bianca. Mother and daughter swept out, voices receding up the staircaseâalready planning new dresses, new parties.
Silence returned. But it was not the kind that healed; it was the kind that watched.
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After sometime,
Elira remained on the floor a long time, staring at the chandelier overhead, each crystal drop refracting light into impossible colors. Beautiful things can still cut you, she thought. Tears blurred the rainbow into a useless smear.
When feeling returned to her limbs she crawled to her knees, ignoring the sting of cooling gravy against burned skin, and began to clean. Porcelain shards, glass beads of spilled wine, white saltâtiny graves of what dinner had been. She worked methodically, because method kept her alive. Blood pricked from her palm when a shard nicked her, but she didnât stop.
Only when the last stain vanished did she push to her feet, palms braced on the table for balance. The ornate clock chimed nine. Somewhere upstairs Lucianaâs laughter drifted, mingling with the fizz of expensive champagne. Elira wonderedâdistantlyâwhat it would be like to smash that clock and freeze time at the last hour she had ever been truly happy.
Instead she climbed the servantsâ staircase to the attic bedroom the Moretti women called her room. It smelled of old cedar, the single window smeared with dust. She peeled off the ruined sweater, biting her lip so her sob wouldnât echo. Welts already reddened across her shoulders; tomorrow they would bruise purple.
She cleaned her hands, wrapped the worst burn in a strip of linen, and sat on the edge of the narrow bed. A cracked mirror leaned against the wall; she avoided looking at it. She didnât want proof of what sheâd become.
Please, she prayedâthough to whom, she didnât know. Let me be free. Let me go where the ocean canât be taken from me. Where my name is not a curse.
The roof groaned, as if answering with pity. Tears slipped freeâhot, uncontrolled. She clutched the pillow to her chest and rocked, the way her mother once did after nightmares. Memory soothed and tortured in equal measure. She whispered the only lullaby she remembered:
âMoon above, waves below,
Keep my heart where love can growâŠâ
Her voice cracked on the last note. She lay down fully clothed, salt tears soaking the pillow, and let exhaustion pull her under.Elira slept in shivering peace, unaware that an empire of shadows had just altered its orbit to include her beating, battered heart.
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Possession. Obsession. Madness.
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